ALBANY, all about ME

It all started in one autumn morning casual talk with my cousin. 

I got the message of a English bible study lesson near my place and thus started my Sunday morning  church visiting.  I started as a noe-believer, a challenger (which I still am now), and a narrow-minder.  Week after week, debate after debate, the Christian God has gradually occupied my heart.  So I started to question myself, why not give it a try , to be more open-minded and establish this relationship?

I knew there was God, but in my culture, my upbrining, there was Godess Ma Zhu, who always gave me comforting instructions when I asked.  It was like cheating on her when I tried to establish this relationship with God so things were tough for me in the beginning.  But  with the gentle encouragement of my bible teacher, a good friend as well, I started my journey of quest.  She said if you had doubts, why not pray, why not ask God and see what he has to answer.

While I was walking my dog this morning, with fear for the days unknown challenge ahead at work,  I tried to ask him some questions.  Suddenly, this idea popped up.  Since I love writing and want to keep writing as a habit, why not write about my dobts and thoughts or inspirations I got? Looking familiar? It is kind of like Julie in the movie "Julie and Julia" just that my mentor is God and I have nothing to cook except my burning doubts for life, love, money...etc. 

So I will try to write down my prayer and keep it original, short and as interesting as possible.  But you have to forgive me since humor is a whole new class that I just start learning.